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When the first opportunity comes, we cant take for it for granted and think that there will be another chance. We are incapable of controlling everything. Time and tide wait for no man. This also includes opportunity. Somehow, i realise something important when i am listening to music. I seldom music from the beginning to the end. Haha. Of course, there are reasons that encourage me to do so. When the opportunity materialised in front of me, i did not clutch it tightly. Therefore, this is the consequence. Not only this, there are many things in my life that are important. Yes, i must try my best to grab them so that i wont feel regret in the future. Furthermore, i also must learn to let go of them in order to grab better opportunities. SWEET!!

X+Y_Z% + Z Y X =????

Dilemma. Blur. I really cant figure out what God's will is. When I calm down myself to reflect, I cant understand God's will. Y?? After encountering with a few circumstances, I sometimes have a feeling of lost. God brings something into my life and when i want to grab it. It disappears. The answer is no, not this one. The answer is wait. Thinking about some circumstances, it seems very bizarre and stressful to me. Y?? It somehow becomes a constant cry from deep inside the heart. I dun get it. I cant understand. Even the love of Lord, I also dun understand. Y God so loves me? I cant figure out the reasons. From the day i born till now, the love and blessings of Lord is uncountable. I dun understand. I am just too blessed. I dun understand.

God's will = God's love

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Obligation will never bring happiness. But y there must be obligation. If there are not LAN subjects, i will study happier for the course. Haiz.......Really dun like the subjects. Those subjects are quite boring and furthermore time-consuming to study. Haiz.....heaved sighs of frustration, is there a need to study these subjects? Yes, there is a need. But it will be better if it only includes practical exam.HAHA. haiz......haiz...nevertheless, nothing can be done. I still need to study for these subjects. Yes, i ll like it sooner or latter. haiz............Absolutely, there are reasons for everything happens in my life. There are purposes. One of them is to increase my malleability. Be grateful. The sky turns from cloudy to colourful. Amazing. Wonderful.

ReFLECT!0N

It has been almost two weeks for me in taylor. Ic....this is called as the life of college..........assignment..........assessment......It is predictable....nothing very shocking.....though a wee bit...For the first few days, it is really quite confusing. Nevertheless, as for me, it cant be denied tat it is a good environment to study A level in taylor. The surrounding is conducive to study. I like it. However, a few problems arise because where there is people, there is problem. A wise saying. I need to adapt to the new environment. Multiracial environment. English-speaking environment. Haiz....whoo.....A mingle of feelings lingers within me. How should i describe this circumstance? It is just uncomprehending by using words. I think it is definitely hard to find good friends here. Everyone needs friends. Nonetheless, thank God for His precise creation, tat is me. My personality is quite special. Sometimes, just leave me alone. I like to be in tat way. But sometimes, i also hope to have good friends like in secondary school. I think it is hard to obtain tat kind of friendship. Anyway, it takes me a painstaking period to enable the blooming of the flower of friendship, two to three years. Therefore, in conclusion, i have difficulties in making new friends. HAHA... thinking skill?!

T-h- ((!)-1)-n-K

Is ur life like this?

God + Time = a

or

God x Time = b

The answer for a = God + Time.
The answer for b = GodTime

As for a, God is just an additional part in the time. It cant be added together because it consists of two unknowns.

As for b, God is fused with time. For multiplication, it can be multiply no matter it comprises of different unknowns.

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Yesterday, i saw a cat begging for food. It lingered under the table. Looking at mie with its bright and big eyes, hoping tat i will give it some food. Well, actually i dun intend to give it any food. However, eventually, i give it some food. This is because it teaches me something very important about prayer. It not only waits for a few minutes but quite a painstaking time(when compared with second). All of a sudden, i remember the teaching of prayer in the Bible. Waiting..................persevering................Answer!!!!! Haha..... Yes... praying is far too precious for a christian......it is a privilege of christian.........How magnificent it is!! Beyond comprehension.........Christians must pray no matter how hectic the life may offer. Without prayer, our spiritual life is going to wilt definitely. Yes, Anthony!! I must pray more often!!